Writing the Wrongs
Thank God the life I was once creating fell apart. Maryaam Hasnaa
During 2012, I believed that my life was in a complete shambles. I was unemployed, my savings were all gone, I was fighting with everyone I knew and even those I did not know, if not openly but sometimes in my mind. Fighting others in my mind was particularly challenging for both parties as I was angry and when they appeared in front of me I took my anger out on them and they had no clue why. That anger showed in in many forms.
I reached a crossroad when I felt as if I was stuck in the same place, that feeling sucked so I decided that I did not want to feel stuck every day.
I chose to accept my responsibility in the role I played in finding myself where I was
This included:
How and if I set boundaries, if I enforced them
Playing small
Not showing up authentically
Ignoring the signs and my intuition
making decisions out of fear
People pleasing
Not taking responsibility for the role I played
The biggest shift was in how I felt, how I wanted to feel. And what I was willing to do
Everything started with a thought. A feeling
So, how do you want to feel? What are you thinking?
Peace
From now until January 7th
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