Imperfect is a go
I am a do-er, I do things, I do them quietly, I do them because I prefer to do than talk. It is never perfect, it never is. I do it because when I procrastinate it drags on and sometimes never get's done. Most times I procrastinate because of fear. Fear of failing, of being wrong, of doing it badly, of doing nonsense. I have learnt that I can start and improve as I go, there is absolutely nothing amiss about that strategy. What I have also learnt is that I have some issues about when people ask me about something that I have done, a dream I have fulfilled when there are mistakes and missteps, I get defensive, I get upset, I sometimes feel ashamed and small.
Today, I have decided that I will no longer choose to be ashamed and defensive especially when the person comes from a critical place or they are living on the edge of their lives - not doing anything and just talking about what they want to do, was going to do, tried to do, will eventually do when things are perfect
I sometimes, when I am less angry and defensive, I see those who are really concerned and make suggesstions to make what I do better, out of love and concern
When I do I say thank you and move merrily along
the ones who are projecting and finding fault, as of today I bless them and also move merrily along
So, with love, if you haven't done it, and I did not ask you for advice, don't give me any suggestions